today my teacher said that for somebody who wants to take photography courses in university, I wasn’t showing it. Apparently i’m not showing my full skill and I need to step up to the plate. I’m ‘lazy’ and because of that my art in photography is taking a hit.

I am.

I don’t know what to do. I don’t see magic in anything anymore. Am I going into another slump like last year? Something’s not right. I’m isolating myself from everything again. I was doing so good; 1 step forward, 1000 steps back.